The Verdict

My hands are cold and my heart is pounding wild,

Like a total hysteria running through my mind.
Knees shakes as this scares the life out of me.

I had it all done but it's not me for the final say.

To wait is the hardest still I should obey.

Pressures on leveling rise,
Tomorrow or the next more 'morrows,

I will soon learn the prize.

Did I make it or break it?

What will they going to declare?

Win it, then my future would be bright...
Lose it, congrats for I'll be the great crack!

Damn! I couldn't stand a restart.
If that is, I be getting myself into suicide.
Everyone's piercing eyes on me now,
With their mocking brows lifted high.
Today's emotion all mixed up.
Hope I wake up in this long nap.
Time is running so fast.
This weight of waiting is driving me mad,
Leaving me each day an insomniac.
Did I make it good or not?

I really can't recognize.
God, please, don't leave me on this sad flight.
May your will always be done.
Future's unclear, days drawing near;
Soon the judgement will be proclaim...

Will it be the end of my game?

©copyrighted by: Jelyn Piad (Jhelchemy) 2014